I'm trying to escape from this feeling.Trying to rebirth, even if i don't want to.Have no choice: she's the one who died.I'm the one who's still alive. Still cannot realize that she's really gone.Miss her smile, her laugh, her kindness.Imiss her so much. My world felt appart when i heard the news.Since that awfull evening, i feel like i will never be happy again.Like if i cannot breath anymore.She was the one who knew how to make me happy, she was my air. Darkness surrounded me that night...It never quit me since then.Like if i will never see light again.Need to escape, need to change, need to move, need to live.But i can't.Every single moments are painfull, every single thoughts are going towards her.She's haunting me. Ihope they'r gonna find the guy who did this to her.If i could, i would kill him with my own hands.Ihope his gonna spend the rest of his miserable life in prison. Full of hate.