I 'm trying to escape from this feeling. T rying to rebirth, even if i don't want to. H ave no choice: she's the one who died. I 'm the one who's still alive. S till cannot realize that she's really gone. M iss her smile, her laugh, her kindness. I miss her so much. M y world felt appart when i heard the news. S ince that awfull evening, i feel like i will never be happy again. L ike if i cannot breath anymore. S he was the one who knew how to make me...